Down the rabbit hole.

You mean people ACTUALLY drink when they’re on cruise ships?! Shit, I would have never guessed! Shocking that people, of age, might want to drink on their vacations. (they even had a video of two older people doing margarita shots with an over voice saying ‘look, even grandma and grandpa are getting into it!’). Like, are you serious right now?

We (myself and oscar), went to this hotel for my cousins wedding. They put us in a room and dont tell us anything but then the workers start talking about how a ‘fucked up crime’ happened there, but won’t say what. For some reason, I ended up falling asleep on an air mattress in the room. Half way through the night, it deflates so I crawl in bed with him. I barely fall asleep when suddenly I feel the sheet being lifted off of me. My phone, which I had placed near my head in the bed, flys across the room like its been thrown. Then, blood starts dripping onto me/my pillow. I freak and wake him, we go to the front desk and they tell us about how some guy had brought a prostitute in there, let her fall asleep, then shot her point blank, in the bed. It turns into a crime scene, where I see all the pieces and stuff from the crime all over the room, like it had just happened. (as in, went back in time and saw it- our stuff had been moved). The detective pulls up one of those fake hair hair bows from the scene and says something along the lines that the guy shot her so he could fuck her dead body. The entire time this is happening, little pieces of gum, already chewed are falling on my shoulder. Particularly my right one. Then, they turn on the tv and its showing the dude who did it, getting electrocuted live, on national tv. Everyone celebrated that it was over, but I looked into the sliding glass doors and see Jason, the horror movie guy, standing behind us all, and let out a scream. That’s when I woke up.

I’m not saying theyre always right, but it makes for more leveled headed thinking. Like, when people get pissed at others for doing/saying something that pisses them off - I immediately think of why they think that way or they did it. It works best in non racial, bigoted, or closed minded discussions.

Probably cause I have this weird self defense thing where im paranoid everyone is judging/hating on me for whatever reason. New thing to discuss with Aaron later today, wooh~ also, how strange/weird is it if your therapist has your dads name? Like, I know it’s a common name, but it’s still kind of awkward to me. But, a lot of ‘normal’ things are, so I doubt it actually is..

Gods a cruel man. Lost some weight, now one boobs bigger than the other. I know most women’s are, just mine never were. Crazy shit. At least I’m not loosing my ass like last time.

Also, visiting Oklahoma in 10 days. From the 28th til the 14th, I’ll be there. So if you want to hang, hit me up. I’m officially spoiled by the west coast. Starbucks, Chipotles, organic health food stores, and BevMos on every street corner is nice. Unlike Oklahoma, where you have McDonald’s, walmarts and mom and pop liquor stores. Which I don’t mind so much, but at least BevMos let’s me come in with Oscar to pick my booze. *insert angry gif since I’m posting via my phone*

However, I do plan on being drunk/laying out 90% of the time im there. It’s a vacation, not a business trip. I bought some SPF 4 darkening tanning oil. Why? Because I’ve spent enough time in the sun at this point, i don’t really care. If there’s one thing I’ve learned from living in Cali is, most, if not all, things could potentially give you cancer.

Anonymous asked: People don't just throw them in the sea, trash is dumped there. So throwing the trash away, inevitably it ends up there. Just take 10 seconds and cut them up! :D

Except that i said that same exact thing? Or did you not read that? Seriously, I was telling the dude that people (as in individuals) don’t just say ‘fuck the ocean’ and throw them in there.